The Top Who Wasn’t

The following is a guest post that I feel honoured to share, but before I do I want to try and explain what this post means to me. You see, it’s a beautiful blog post written for me by The Chap, about a particularly special night we spent together over the holidays. It talks about […]

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KOTW – Anonymous Sex

My 26th birthday is a night that I doubt I’ll ever forget. It was a seriously intense night from start to finish, even before we’d left the house on our way to the swingers club we visited often. But the real fun started once we arrived. We’d been there several times before, knew the people […]

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KOTW – Blood Play

I love blood play. And it’s difficult to explain why without turning into a puddle! I remember the first bit of porn that got me interested in needle play and blood play, and that was an old Insex.com movie called The Proposal – Part 2. I can still remember the scene now. As viewers, we […]

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Fat Pig

I love humiliation.  Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong.  Because I am all those things.  But I feel no shame in being the things […]

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New Legislation

I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week’s location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all.  And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first. For anyone who doesn’t know, on the first of […]

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Headshaving – During

I’ve already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed […]

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Headshaving – Before

When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came […]

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Why Pain?

It’s a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. “Why do you like being hurt?”, “Doesn’t that hurt?”, “But how can pain be sexy?” People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can’t assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. […]

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Severity

I’ve fallen into the trap before – looking at a picture on fetlife, showing a welted and bloody bottom after a hard caning and thinking “wow, that’s impressive, I wish I could do that”.  It’s an easy trap to fall into, but why? Why is that severe caning better, more impressive, something to strive for? […]

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