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When I started doing BDSM, it was very rare that I played a scene that didn’t leave me crying, it was just how every scene was expected to go. Now, I cry more rarely, and when I do, it’s because I’ve chosen to. When I was younger, engaging in BDSM, I was bottling up a […]
Read More »I know I’ve never really blogged about sex toys here, not in detail anyway, but I do read a lot of sex toy review sites, and over the past year especially, I’ve learnt a lot about the sort of sex toys that are good, and the kind of sex toys which are bad. When I […]
Read More »It’s that time of year, where everyone seems to look back over the past year and says what a mixed bag it has been, and looks forward to the new year with a list of things they plan to achieve. And I’m not one to buck a trend when it gives me something to write […]
Read More »I love humiliation. Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong. Because I am all those things. But I feel no shame in being the things […]
Read More »Guilt and self care This weekend, I’ve barely spent any time at my desk, and I have to be honest, I have felt a little guilty about it. I’ve retweeted a few links to articles, and of course, the link to the petition to repeal the new porn legislation, but apart from that, I’ve been […]
Read More »I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week’s location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all. And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first. For anyone who doesn’t know, on the first of […]
Read More »I’ve already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed […]
Read More »When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came […]
Read More »It’s a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. “Why do you like being hurt?”, “Doesn’t that hurt?”, “But how can pain be sexy?” People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can’t assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. […]
Read More »I’m away on holiday for a few days at the moment, and seem to have picked up the cold that the people I’m away with have got. So rather than going out again today, I’m having a quiet day on the sofa, wtching the food network, drinking tea, and watching the pile of used tissues […]
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