Fat Pig

I love humiliation.  Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong.  Because I am all those things.  But I feel no shame in being the things […]

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Headshaving – During

I’ve already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed […]

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Headshaving – Before

When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came […]

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Spanked to submission

Yesterday was a very busy day, not only was it launch day for my World, but it was a day I got to spend with The Boss. It was great to see him, and spend some quality time together.  We were both incredibly busy over the summer, so didn’t see each other much at all, […]

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Why One Ring Cannot Rule Them All

So, over on fetlife there has been some interesting discussions going on around appropriate behaviour when wanting to play with someone when out at a club. The three posts were titled”Why I will never ask your Dom for permission” (the post that started it all, and has since been deleted), “Why I will always ask […]

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Limbo

I’ve totally got out of the habit of writing here this year, haven’t I? I’m not quite sure why, other than the fact that life has been going through a lot of changes over the past 12 months, and I haven’t been ready to share it all. I’m still not quite ready to share all […]

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Part of the problem….

With sharing my thoughts via my blog at the moment, I think, is because I feel rediculously happy most of the time. And since Saturday morning, that’s been even more so. I feel like I’m on a total high on life right now, and somehow writing about it doesn’t seem quite right. Part of me […]

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