Limbo

I’ve totally got out of the habit of writing here this year, haven’t I? I’m not quite sure why, other than the fact that life has been going through a lot of changes over the past 12 months, and I haven’t been ready to share it all. I’m still not quite ready to share all […]

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Trying….

I keep sitting down to write here, and I’ll get most of the way through writing a post, before I decide that it’s too personal, and I don’t feel ready to share it with the world. I’m not quite sure what happened to make me want to retreat into my own private world again for […]

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My Cock

Sometimes I wonder if there will ever come a day when I stop discovering things about myself. Things seem to have changed a lot for me in the past 2 years, and I’m discovering new things about myself every day still. I guess that being surrounded by, and having the opportunity to work with some […]

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She’s On A Date

I’ve got a blog post that I really want to write at the moment – a review of Dreams of Spanking’s latest movie – but unfortunately the movie hasn’t yet been published, so I’m not going to be able to review it just yet! But trust me, as soon as it’s live, I’m going to […]

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Liebster Award!

So, the lovely Kaelah has nominated me for a Liebster award!! For those of you who don’t know what this is, here are the rules!! The Rules: When one receives the award, one posts 11 random facts about oneself and answers the 11 questions asked by the person who nominated you. Pass the award onto […]

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On changing and growing…

First of I’d like to say a big thank you to everyone who de-lurked on LOL day, it’s always lovely to hear from you!!! I’ve been keeping very busy recently with lots of spanking sessions and shoots, which is great fun, but I’ve had something on my mind a lot, and wanted to write about […]

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Severity?

Once more, a post by Kaelah, over at Ludwig’s Rohrstock Palast (this post, if you want to check it out for yourselves), has inspired me to write a blog myself. This time, I’m not going to quote anyone out of context, but simply answer a question which was posed in the thread on Chross’s message […]

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So…. Which do you prefer?

I imagine I’m not the only switch who gets a little fed up with the question “so which do you prefer to be, dom or sub?” To me the implications of that feels similar to the assumption that bisexual folks just haven’t “picked a side” yet, that you can’t have an equal desire for both. […]

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Fun Times

I love being in the studio and shooting, and I do get a bit………… frustrated when I can’t create new things, so this week The Boss and I have done a couple of impromtu shoots. The first came at the end of a long day of editing some really hot stuff, and I was more […]

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Emotional Masochism

I’ve always know that I’m a masochist I love physical pain in so many different ways. I love the sensations, I love the brutality, I love that society tells us it’s wrong. It turns me on, cleanses me, invigorates me and leaves me feeling alive. But there is more than just physical pain. Emotional pain […]

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