Sometimes I wonder if there will ever come a day when I stop discovering things about myself. Things seem to have changed a lot for me in the past 2 years, and I’m discovering new things about myself every day still. I guess that being surrounded by, and having the opportunity to work with some totally amazing people helps me to explore things that I didn’t think I would ever try, let alone find incredibly sexy. It’s also giving me the confidence to share more of my “private” kinks via my website these days.
There are still things that I am not going to be shooting, mainly because my billing company will not allow me to publish them on my site, but I am making the effort this year to put more time and energy into sharing my kinks, especially the ones which aren’t particularly “mainstream”, or what I’m best known for. One of the things that I’ve shot a lot more recently is playing with my strapon!
I couldn’t honestly tell you what it is about wearing my strapon that turns me on so much, but it is an incredibly horny feeling. Especially when I’m able to wear it while otherwise appearing very femme.
I’ve always loved playing with my strapon with a willing partner, but these days I seem to be spending more solo time with it, and a lot of my masturbation fantasies revolve around me playing with my cock as I play. There’s a part of me which wishes I could explain why it is such a huge turn on for me, but then I guess not all kinks are easily explained. But it is definiately something I am going to be exploring a lot more of in the future, and I expect to share a fair amount of that exploration with the cameras for my site!!