Your Freaky BBW Girlfriend
It’s now been two months since legislation came in which makes most of what I do illegal, and there’s currently no sign that it is going to change in the near future. The other thing that’s not changed is my decision to fight. To not allow the government to censor the work I do, the […]
Read More »When I started doing BDSM, it was very rare that I played a scene that didn’t leave me crying, it was just how every scene was expected to go. Now, I cry more rarely, and when I do, it’s because I’ve chosen to. When I was younger, engaging in BDSM, I was bottling up a […]
Read More »I know I’ve never really blogged about sex toys here, not in detail anyway, but I do read a lot of sex toy review sites, and over the past year especially, I’ve learnt a lot about the sort of sex toys that are good, and the kind of sex toys which are bad. When I […]
Read More »It’s that time of year, where everyone seems to look back over the past year and says what a mixed bag it has been, and looks forward to the new year with a list of things they plan to achieve. And I’m not one to buck a trend when it gives me something to write […]
Read More »I love humiliation. Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong. Because I am all those things. But I feel no shame in being the things […]
Read More »Guilt and self care This weekend, I’ve barely spent any time at my desk, and I have to be honest, I have felt a little guilty about it. I’ve retweeted a few links to articles, and of course, the link to the petition to repeal the new porn legislation, but apart from that, I’ve been […]
Read More »I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week’s location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all. And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first. For anyone who doesn’t know, on the first of […]
Read More »I’ve already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed […]
Read More »When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came […]
Read More »It’s a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. “Why do you like being hurt?”, “Doesn’t that hurt?”, “But how can pain be sexy?” People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can’t assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. […]
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