Reflections on punishment

I’m slowly beginning to realise that I don’t like punishment. I mean, I know you’re not meant to like it, that’s kinda the point of punishment. What I mean is that the punishment dynamic does very little for me these days, especially if I (or the character I’m playing, in the case of roleplay) am […]

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Camming 101

I’ve had a fair amount of people contacting me recently, asking about how to get started in camming, so I thought that I would create a quick introduction, that should hopefully answer a few of the questions that people have before getting into the industry. Who can be a webcam performer?It’s all skinny, blonde playboy […]

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Camgirl Manual

I often have sessions on cam where I wonder if the person on the other end of things is actually getting what they want out of the experience.  Whether their silence and vagueness is because they are really getting into what I’m doing, or if they are just too scared to tell me what they […]

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New Year, New Me?

Last year was a tough year. It started with the knowledge that the project that Pandora and I had poured a lot of ourselves into would have to be postponed for an indefinite amount of time. In November of 2014, we had planned for a launch date in April 2015, and as things stand now, […]

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A Close Up

Way back in November, before ATVOD decided to screw over small fetish producers, Pandora and I embarked on Big Location Shoot 2014. As part of this, we spent a day shooting for Nimue’s World, and as it was just Pandora and I, I took the opportunity to try a few new things, along side the […]

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Bigger is Good

This is another one of those posts where I start by saying “when I started producing porn, I wasn’t doing it to make a statement”. I started producing porn because it seemed like an enjoyable way for me to make a living. But I am still realising that the content I make is radical on […]

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Is Porn Empowering?

“Can porn be empowering for women?” That’s the question being asked a lot this week, prompted by the Women’s Hour debate which took place on Sunday, asking this question. I was not able to attend the debate unlike people who have blogged about it already, but I wanted to add my thoughts on the matter. […]

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My Body Is Powerful

Despite my love of humiliation play based around my size, I do get insecure about the way I look from time to time. My body is bigger than I’d like, and it doesn’t always allow me to do the things I want, or to do those things for as long as I’d like. There’s times […]

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