Long Term Relationships

I’ve been in “long term relationships” in the past, but they always started to break down at around the 18 month mark, and by 2 years, the relationship was over. Then I’d be single for a couple of months, before starting the next relationship, and the cycle would repeat itself. Looking back, I know exactly […]

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Trust in Topping

In bdsm, trust is an important factor, not just the sub trusting the top, but also the top trusting their bottom. For me, a lot of the time when I’m topping on camera, I dont look relaxed or like I’m really enjoying it – more just that I’m working through the script in my head, […]

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A New Girl!

Members on my site will have noticed a new face on there this week, the lovely Jenna Jay! I met Jenna on a shoot for Northern Spanking last year where I was instantly impressed with her cheekiness and high pain threshold! It was only her second shoot ever, and dispite some nerves, she was fabulous, […]

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Home time!

It’s been so long since I posted here, I almost feel bad about starting again, and not sure where to start……… I’ve not been up to any interesting play recently, I’ve just not had the time. I’ve been shooting lots with other people and had a brilliant shoot with new spanking model Jenna Jay for […]

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Emotional Masochism

I’ve always know that I’m a masochist I love physical pain in so many different ways. I love the sensations, I love the brutality, I love that society tells us it’s wrong. It turns me on, cleanses me, invigorates me and leaves me feeling alive. But there is more than just physical pain. Emotional pain […]

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