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This is another one of those posts where I start by saying “when I started producing porn, I wasn’t doing it to make a statement”. I started producing porn because it seemed like an enjoyable way for me to make a living. But I am still realising that the content I make is radical on […]
Read More »I love blood play. And it’s difficult to explain why without turning into a puddle! I remember the first bit of porn that got me interested in needle play and blood play, and that was an old Insex.com movie called The Proposal – Part 2. I can still remember the scene now. As viewers, we […]
Read More »It’s now been two months since legislation came in which makes most of what I do illegal, and there’s currently no sign that it is going to change in the near future. The other thing that’s not changed is my decision to fight. To not allow the government to censor the work I do, the […]
Read More »When I started doing BDSM, it was very rare that I played a scene that didn’t leave me crying, it was just how every scene was expected to go. Now, I cry more rarely, and when I do, it’s because I’ve chosen to. When I was younger, engaging in BDSM, I was bottling up a […]
Read More »I know I’ve never really blogged about sex toys here, not in detail anyway, but I do read a lot of sex toy review sites, and over the past year especially, I’ve learnt a lot about the sort of sex toys that are good, and the kind of sex toys which are bad. When I […]
Read More »It’s that time of year, where everyone seems to look back over the past year and says what a mixed bag it has been, and looks forward to the new year with a list of things they plan to achieve. And I’m not one to buck a trend when it gives me something to write […]
Read More »I love humiliation. Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong. Because I am all those things. But I feel no shame in being the things […]
Read More »Guilt and self care This weekend, I’ve barely spent any time at my desk, and I have to be honest, I have felt a little guilty about it. I’ve retweeted a few links to articles, and of course, the link to the petition to repeal the new porn legislation, but apart from that, I’ve been […]
Read More »I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week’s location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all. And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first. For anyone who doesn’t know, on the first of […]
Read More »It’s a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. “Why do you like being hurt?”, “Doesn’t that hurt?”, “But how can pain be sexy?” People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can’t assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. […]
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