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It’s that time of year, where everyone seems to look back over the past year and says what a mixed bag it has been, and looks forward to the new year with a list of things they plan to achieve. And I’m not one to buck a trend when it gives me something to write […]
Read More »I love humiliation. Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation. I love when The Boss calls me a “fat pig”, when he tells me I’m a disgusting slut, that I’m filthy, and perverted, and wrong. Because I am all those things. But I feel no shame in being the things […]
Read More »Guilt and self care This weekend, I’ve barely spent any time at my desk, and I have to be honest, I have felt a little guilty about it. I’ve retweeted a few links to articles, and of course, the link to the petition to repeal the new porn legislation, but apart from that, I’ve been […]
Read More »When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came […]
Read More »It’s a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. “Why do you like being hurt?”, “Doesn’t that hurt?”, “But how can pain be sexy?” People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can’t assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. […]
Read More »One of the most recent video updates on Dreams of Spanking is Aftercare Spanking, with myself and David Weston. It’s a scene I loved shooting at the time (David has both a delightful bottom, and a wonderful personality), but it’s only since it was published that I realise that the story behind it is one […]
Read More »So, over on fetlife there has been some interesting discussions going on around appropriate behaviour when wanting to play with someone when out at a club. The three posts were titled”Why I will never ask your Dom for permission” (the post that started it all, and has since been deleted), “Why I will always ask […]
Read More »I’ve totally got out of the habit of writing here this year, haven’t I? I’m not quite sure why, other than the fact that life has been going through a lot of changes over the past 12 months, and I haven’t been ready to share it all. I’m still not quite ready to share all […]
Read More »As I was travelling home from my wonderful shoot and camming session with the lovely Spanking Sarah on Tuesday morning, a debate erupted on twitter about whether or not porn is exploitative. Pandora Blake was inspired to write a blog post here with her views. Rosie B also had something to say about her experiences […]
Read More »Sometimes….. Sometimes I am severely lacking in confidence though. When I’m performing, I’m full of confidence. When I’m on a shoot, either side of the camera, I’m full of confidence, I know what I want to achieve and how I’m going to do it. But when I get home, when I’m sat in the office, […]
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