It’s currently 3:45pm on a Sunday afternoon, and I should be at home, on cam, doing my cam show. But I’m not. Why not? Because I’m unwell. Those of you who read my twitter will know what the problem is, but lets just say – it’s something that definitely doesn’t put me in a horny mood!! I hate having to cancel shows, and my lovely R is away this weekend, so I can’t even ask her to cover for me.
But this is very much the problem with doing everything on the site by myself – if I’m unwell, there’s no one to fall back on. I plan, shoot, and edit all my own content, there’s no big studio behind me with loads of people to pick up the slack if I need a couple of days off sick. If I don’t do it, it doesn’t get done, and quite often this involves a lot of late nights, and long days, and trying to balance workloads that just seem overwhelming. It’s definately a good thing that I really love what I do!!!
I guess this afternoon I’m just feeling a little bit sorry for myself. I don’t like to disappoint people by cancelling my camshows – I know of at least a couple of people who plan their weekends to allow them to be able to be there to see me when I’m on, and I feel like I’m letting them, and everyone else down.
But on a more positive note, I’ve shot a load of really good fun movies recently that I’m excited to publish on the site soon, and I’ve got some great opportunities to bring a few more new faces to My World in the next couple of months too! It’s been an on-going process to find my style, but I think I’m finally getting there – shooting genuine scenes between me and my friends as they happen. I’m still going to be indulging in the fun role plays as well, but there’s going to be a lot more natural interactions – less scripted, more just seeing what happens. There’s definately going to be exciting things happening on Nimue’s World in the future!